Thursday, December 11, 2014

Three hearts joined forever

Today is my baby girls birthday.

Laynee is 5 years old today,
and my heart is breaking. 

I pray that her foster family is doing something special 
for her today. 

I pray that God is letting her know how special 
and how loved she truly is. 

Yesterday I had this overwhelming ache for her 
biological momma. 
I feel closer today to her momma then I ever had.

I miss Laynee so much and have never met her.
I ache to hold her
and comfort her.
My heart hurts to know her.
To learn what makes her giggle,
to learn what foods she likes,
what toys she likes.
To learn what is her favorite color,
and to know what makes her mad.
I ache to hear her precious voice
and soothe her hurting cry.

My heart also aches for her birth momma,
who is probably feeling the same aches today that I am.

For some reason, we may never truly know the reason,
she had to leave her.
But, I'm sure that every day she has an empty hole in her heart,
and especially today.

Today could you please pray for Laynee's birth momma.
Praying that someone will be kind to her today,
someone will bring a smile to her heart,
and share the love of Christ with her. 


Christie Hutcheson said...

Beautifully written. Praying for you all. I know your ache & longing all too well.

Kelleyn Rothaermel said...

I hope it isnt much longer before she is in your arms forever. Praying for progression.


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