Why do I go there?

Some days are just so hard -

hard to get out of bed,

to get breakfast and lunches prepared for 

my kiddos,

to get the kiddos up and going 

for the day!

Gotta be upbeat to start their day on a good note.
Gotta take hubby to the car mechanic -
so they can fix it, again.

Just so hard,

cause I would rather stay in bed and grieve

for the kiddos who's beds are the only thing 

that they can say,

"that's mine".

It's kinda strange but I feel closer to these kids in my bed,
knowing that some of them will be in their beds
A.L.L. D.A.Y. long!!
They will lay in wet clothing,
they will not be fed,
or barely fed.
And they may not have any physical contact today.

Days like today that I just want to cry,

and cry,

and cry 

for those who suffer.

Thank you Jesus for holding these dear children
in your loving arms!