Wednesday, September 21, 2011


I have a question for y'all -

what do you do with your dreams.

I don't mean hopes and dreams,
I mean dreams while you are sleeping?

I had a dream the other day,
yes, DAY!
(little Elijah has a hard time napping without me -
so I have to nap with him,
too bad for me, I know :)

Anyway, I had a dream, actually I can't remember
the dream but I woke up with a feeling of desperation!

An overwhelming need for someone in my life.
A need that they can't take care of themselves,
but they need my help.

But, I'm not sure if we as a family can take on this need.

Has anyone been here before? 
I know I'm being vague -
but I can't share any more then that right now,
see it's not my "need",
it's someone elses -
but then again -
maybe it is my "need".

Ohhhhh sooo confused! 
I need to go pray!


Heather BT said...

When I wake up that way, I often just stay right there to pray out the anxiety. It seems to help me with the rest of the day.

Kim K. said...

Thinking of you and hoping your find some peace. How's the walking cast? I finally got my off yesterday.


Jenna said...

My name is Jenna and I came across your site. Your boys are handsome and have cute smiles. Your girls are beautiful and have pretty smiles. Connor is a fighter, and a hero. I say that because I am sure Connor must fight challenges everyday. I was born with a rare life threatening disease. Developmental delays, and 12 other diagnosis. I suffer from majour anxiety. I love it when people sign my guestbook.


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