God's will or mine?

Am I following God's will

or

am I wanting my own will?

My desires are unselfish,

commanded by God,

and I'm sure will be

blessed by God.

But are they truly God's desires?

Much time has been spent in prayer,

in His word,

and listening.

But, then there is spiritual warfare.

God has not closed any doors -

and he knows

I need a door slammed right in my face!

But, things are creeping up -

is this Satan at work?

If so, that excites me -

if Satan doesn't like what I'm doing

and wants to discourage me -

God must be a work!

Right?

Or is God saying

"not right now"?